whiteboard dump 2

these are a lot older than the previous dump, and are all of what i've found. wow, looking at these, they're pretty rough. but hey, they can't all be winners, and at least i'm posting something.

hot and heavy tears salt my still lips.

my life is an alanis morissette song. (maybe a magnolia style story, base on alanis music)

i know what i want, but i can't reach it.
i will settle if i have to.
i'm still a fool.
would i condemn anyone to me?

i'm mad that you aren't
and hurt that you won't
i say its the last time
but i know that i don't

loneliness is the long race to the grave, and love is just a speed bump

i still want to point the finger.

i'm glad it was you | if not you, then someone else

on not saying a word: i hold no illusions of what i would be for you. as it is, i can only promise that you will never be alone.

its the wanting
the needing
the empty feeling
that leaves you thinking
life's not worth living
or its the having
but knowing
the love that you're showing
is a mask that you wear
that hides how little you care

no matter where it comes from, the message isn't important. what's important is the interpretation, and that interpretation is completely up to you. you decide what you get out of that message.

i recognize the difference between
what i want and what i need
you, i want
but this, i don't need
either you afraid
i'll understand
or you don't care
i won't either

when you look at me,
what do you see?
do you see what you say
or am i just
a shadow on the wall
how would you know?

you crush my heart
i lose my breath
you crush my soul
i lose my faith

i don't expect anything.
i don't deserve anything.
everything i own: i've earned.
everything i get: i've won.
i have nothing.

would you ignore opportunity just because its not the one you thought you always wanted? would you drop the one you have for the one you thought you always wanted?

your affection is an affectation